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I hate to burden you, but you are the most amazing person ever, so sexy, so hot, so intelligent, so personable, so REAL. You have flaws too and though they aggravate me sometimes, I love them and you. Remember all the bad stuff, too? I hate to, but it reminds me of how amazing you are and how hurt you must be. How much more hurt than even me you must be to have done the things you have done. Don't you see that even though we are, when things are bad and there's suspicion or distance (or both) between us, "fucked up", we love each other, we MOVE each other? It's not a thing you see everyday, and I say it's worth sacrificing everything for. What we have, or seem to have, or could have had, it should be cherished, should be explored. Look how neither of us can really stay out of the other's life, even when we say we are going to...we can't, we don't, we WON'T. You do it just as much, maybe more, than me. 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You're romantic, and sexy, and sexual, but you can be so damned logical, so damned practical sometimes! You know love, you know sex, you know that neither are logical ( very practical) how can you be like that-view them as that? Yet, you can't stop, can't fully leave me alone, either. We love each other, we need each other....don't you see that? I know I might be making you feel guilty right now, but damn it, I love you and miss you. I'm sorry to be so selfish, but if you weren't so damned logical and practical and romance-sacrificing sometimes, you would be just as selfish as I am being now. If you weren't,despite all your seductiveness and sexiness, so repressed, you would be doing the same. I love you, and I want you, but sometimes I don't think that you can be true to yourself, or your needs...or do you even know what you want, what you need? I don't think you do...but all I know is: I need you. 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